Butterfly

I waited for a long time under this grassy planet, to have a partner in life that would last forever holding my hand and carrying my heart. all of my past was just a destructive force that eliminates all odds. the world i was before slowly vanished along this fog of death. a misty environment where only the moonlight illuminates the earth. thus a butterfly flew in front of me and flutters around me. i point my hand where she landed and took refuge as the rain starts to fall and the calm wind become fierce. my butterfly... I'll protect you from harm. please do believe in me..

A restless heart of mine

hmm.. its been a long time since i last posted here... well everything is going fine now.. after the "BREAK" incidence everything is going back to normal.. im having a good time now having no one just loving myself and all.. i dont know why but its a great feeling.

althought.. theres this aure of evasiveness where I cant seem to stare/look/get near her. damn better stay away for now.

HEart stopping action.

aww... the only thing i felt. why oh why am i like these am i that biiter to someone or just tired of sharing love over and over again. i never know myself up to now. i dont know how to say things with an ease on my tounge.. i never knew what will i do to the ones i hurt the most.. mostly i just want to make every body happy not minding those who are being hurt. i want to stop every nonsense i am saying now but i really dont know how to stop a relationship that i built from love.. i want it to end in happyness and filled with love... i dont want to hurt anyone i just want freedom.


Im sorry but this is what i thought... life is much happier with you as my friend not at enemy or anything else bad.. freedom is freedom when life is surrounded by happiness...

Lab

new and old

what can i tell u guys today... summer vacation has full of surprises you wont notice the changes . something new or old just keep on coming your way. i mean like new friends i meet in our camp. old friends that will suddenly pop - up right in front of your face.. haha! new love life.. well i guess my love life today is not that juicy like before.. oh i miss thos days! well you cant blame time if you force yourself to have gf in an early year ryt? guess the NEW generation today have this strong will to pursue on having an early relationship. not like the old days where even touching the hand of girl os very off limits. haha! i sound like an old man. well for the information on this blog im just 17 turning 18 on may 12, 2007. . . damn! im becoming old. hmm i dont mind comments that will be posted as a reply. i dont care if you dont like what im telling you coz, im just sharing my feelings today. it so hard for me to well uh CRY? not because its in the quote "boys dont cry" it's just i made a vow after a very serious sin i did.. the vow of not crying again.. it's very hard! to express it ou.. so it is just stuck inside me.. oh how painfull. well i guess im already used to it.. and liking the feeling of being hurt inside.(not outside coz im thin LOL). well i guess my sharing today will end here. ciao guys.!

Exciting but bored!

well here goes another post! im excited to go to school coz its my first time in college! hope i can meet new friends and stuffs! well i must study well coz i know it'll be very different in college than what i experienced in elementary as well ass in highschool! well i dont have enough to say today! hehehe hmm let see im bored coz i cant play teh ps2 for a while coz my mom and dad sed i cant play until today! hope i can play nah coz its my last week to play that hard coz of school i really plan to study well than to enjoy playing ... well that all for now...

TooTH!

One of my tooth was extracted due to severe damage.. well it was Root canalled before but now it was extracted. i'll never be in the dentist if my school didnt need it so thanks SCHOOL! :p hehehe anyweiz what else about teh tooth. it cost 2k just to extract one tooth,cleaning, and 2 pasta fillings. that means its expensive so u guys out there take care of ur teeth if u dont want to cost alot! hehehe... hmmm.. when will my tooth fairy visit me? i need refund hehehe! anyweiz that's all i dont have any more to say!! <<<<<>>>>>

Lakas ng kabataan!!

oh yeah!! davao trip last april 7-8-9!! hahaha!! ang saya almost 1 week kmi dun!! anyweiz!! i went to davao becoz i attended the ILC of youth for christ!! its a three day Event! i thought kulang me sa tulog! pag dating sa Mismong Event!.. I Do lack sleep!! huhuhu! pero enjoy ko parin kc im used to not sleeping! (eventhought i look sleeping all the time cngket kc) anyweiz back to my davao trip!! hmm.. we went to crocodile park wer i saw snakes! hehehe!!. I saw father croco there ,HUGE!!! as in huge!! the croc farm was also filled with different animals its like a minish zoo! LOLZ ! what else? hmm?? oh yeah we also went to eagle sanctuary thingy stuff!! LOTZ of eagles(duh!)......... IN davao lng me nakatikim ng ice cream flavored durian! its very durianish!! and and! lots of seafoods(hmm yummy mura pa!!) sarap sarap!!.... i also found out that davao was a clean and green city! and crime free!! its so cool! if a cop saw u throw trash u'll make bayad 5k then ur gonna be in jail for 5 days! saan ka pa! plus their garbage cans are like those we see in malls those thrash cans with wheels.. if u try to steal those trashcans u'll be fine 500k plus a week or month ba un basta week ata na in jail ka!! o dba astig!! oh well hangang d2 muna wala na me maiisip eh!!